This is a mean, f*****g cruel world & I want my nappy & medication right now!

No one is as perfect as they appear to be at times, but it still doesn't prevent them from letting you know what they truly think about you.  I personally like to look back on my past and put my finger on all the fcksticks that told me I would never be good enough and that they thought that I was always trying too hard to fit in. I have found that through my experiences I can admit that I have given them plenty to talk about with the choices that I have made but it is what has led me to be the person that I am today. I don't mean to brag but I am a good housewife, an educated woman, a great friend , and oh yeah that milf that other parents seem to hate at PTA meetings. "Yes I baked that pie in my heels".  So pretty much I know where I stand in the present and my future as well.

People these days are too fake. They say "I'm always here for you!" Bitch please! Give me a break.

It's sad to notice those people crumbling around me, midlife crisis, a need to rush marriage to prove a point, and heavy drinking revolving around all three. I'm content watching your boobs drop, your marriage fail, and your children calling you a dumb ass for forgetting to pick them up after you spent your unemployment check on liquor. It's so easy for me to type knowing that you prolly won't even read this because reading isn't easy with hangovers & the light on your computer screen is too bright causing you to lose your high.