You never realize how fragile life is until you & cancer are used in the same sentence...

I went to my Obgyn for my routine checkup and when he did my breast exam he found a solid mass in my rightbreast. As a precaution he sent me to have an ultrasound of my breast done. I was so confident that it would be just a clogged milk duct or a cist. Instead it showed up as a solid mass. Well Ive done my research. A solid mass with no fluid is a sign of a calcium composite or cancer. I went home feeling like the results would conclude that I'm normal and to my surprise I get a phone call stating that I would have to see a specialist for a biopsy. The earliest appointment that they had is on the 16th. Thanks I'm already petrified and I can see the solid white mass right below my flesh. Its in such a spot that I cant help but to keep looking at it as If I would be able to diagnose myself. If I had that ability I would be rid of the abnormal results. Who ever isn't afraid of this life taking disease is indenial cause the very thought is extremely scarey. You know how many what if has crossed through my mind a day? I go for my biopsy on the 16th and I will keep praying that I will not become a statistic. I don't want to have cancer.